I am sitting outside of one of my customers, in all honesty I have a ton of difficult customers that quite frankly exhausted me. Because this part of my writing is supposed to steer clear of work, I won’t spend a lot of time on it. But it is part of the reason I am back to writing and this is because one in particular, I let him bring me down. So bad that I had a breakdown.
Thats the short of it. I am searching for who I am to become better and more intune to the world around me. While I was having my break down, there were others out there struggling too. I want them to see my writing and realize it is ok not to be ok, and that they are not alone.
As of right now I have only been working my way through my struggle, but as I come around the corner on feeling better I will make an impact. I want to share the stories of how I got through, my support system and how I went from a puddle on the floor to back in the field after 1 week.
I will be starting to make sure I write everyday, with some positive thoughts on being someone who struggles with anxiety and depression. I know in my heart this is what I was meant to do, I want and need to help others like me, get to the other side of sadness.
I guess it is better late than never to step up and do the right thing.
Cheers, AK