Today I was on the top of my game. I made good sales at the stores and the customers are happy. I am trying to keep this going but I am a bit on edge about what tomorrow holds. I have a meeting tat is out of my element and I am nervous. J love the work i do and I am afraid I love the company more than they love me. But I get it. I am taking deep breathes to get through.
So a bit about my venture tomorrow. Tomorrow I have to have a conversation with HR as to what the future plans are for me. I don’t know how I am supposed to feel, haven’t really been kept in the loop about what is going on.
For those of you that haven’t read my first blogs, I filed a complaint against a customer who had been treating me terrible for years… it has been exactly what I expected it to be, coming forward is never an easy process. I was removed by my bosses from that store, as I get better, as I had a breakdown.
So tomorrow they decide where we go from here. Can they afford to have another person covering that store? Is my illness going to cause issues this way? I have never wanted to do this, I always lived in the shadows, doing my job and sucking up the bad. I have to stand up for myself again and this in not my forte 🙃
So this is a confusing day, but tomorrow I find out how much the company can do to help me get through this. Not even sure what to expect. I want to end this sob story off by telling a funny story about my morning… I think it was fantastic…
Picture this, running on my elliptical, watching “EIGHT BELOW”, I am having this Paul Walker watching month. Anyway, I am running and running, there is a scene where there is a dead, beached whale.. a dog was trying to get food when, out of the darkness of the rib cage comes a huge seal…
I just about fell off of the elliptical after screaming my head off. And I mean LOUD. My son says to me, “mom, I am so glad I decided to watch this with you ” as he laughs. Love it. Still laughing about it.
Laughter is the best medicine, and the only medicine with no limit to its use. Love life .
Cheers!!! AK (Always Kind)